All right. I read 'The crown of the summer court' by astolat and some other recommended fanfics from various authors BUT - yes, there is a but - none of these fanfics satisfied me. I'm picky and I want Arthur/Merlin angst, hurt/comfort, torture, slash. I don't want fluffy happy sappy crap, nor do I wanna read about A/M in any other timeline or for God sakes NO Bradley/Colin fanfics (hate real person fics). Please, can you pinpoint me to novels (real good angst needs time) or at least some really good long stories?